Day 1

So today i ate...
4 celery sticks :20 cals
1 mini cucumber: 5 cals
3 slices of turkey:70 cals
1 cup of sugar free chocolate pudding:60 cals
Half of a skinless chicken Breast:120 cals
Salad: 40 cals

Total Calories consumed: 315
Not a bad day :) pretty happy

Pro- ana tips and tricks

1. I can not stress this enough. DRINK A SHIT LOAD OF WATER! Even after your full. Drink it until you feel sick, youll never want to eat.
2. Chew mint flavoured gum when your hungry. A lot of girls like the regular mints but mint gum lasts longer.
3. When your craving choose fruit flavoured gum.
4. If your hungry drink a spoonful of vinegar.
5. Try to sleep in. The earlier you wake up the quicker the cravings. Youll also be able to skip breakfast and go right to lunch and get away with it without your parents freaking out on you
6. Do orgami. It's a ton of fun and totally a time waster, keeps your mind off of food.
7. Never stay home alone if you have little self control. But don't go out with your friends, go with family
8. If your always ordering the salad look for a grilled chicken breast. Really low in calories and super yummy too.

Thinspo: Indie/ Hipster

My Motivation

When I was inthe 7th grade I remember meeting the guy who would forever change my life. I fell for him hard. In fact I still like him today. As time passed we became good friends. He would joke about how we were dating and he still does. I realized the only reason it was funny is because he would never even consider me in a million years. I remember my friend asking him and his other friend where i was . His friend said "i don't know but she's hard to miss..." and they started laughing. I later gave him the silent treatment and he asked what he had did wrong. When i told him he denied it. He felt really bad and told me how i wasnt fat but i didnt believe him. He knows i like him. And he has shown to really care about me. I just want him to love me, to be worth loving. Since he's always hungry i always feed him my uneaten lunches. I want him so badly. And i wont stop until i get him.

Intro

For privacy reasons i go by the name Jay. I am 15 years old and i have ED-NOS ( although i tend to be more anorexic) I weigh 145 pounds and i am 5'5. In all honesty i hate my body. My goal is to inspire and to be inspired by other girls. My goal is to lose 15 pounds. My ultimate goal is to lose 23 pounds.  Everytime i look in the mirror all i see is my saggy stomach and massive waist line. I want to have a tiny waist. Stay thin girls :) <3